What a fucking mess. I really wasn't anticipating it to end up this way, really.
See, in a perfect world, Adam would have handled the breakup just fine, and Austin would have been a lot more interested....
In real life, however, I just ended up alone.
I'm pretty sure I made the right decision though...regardless of the other guys, it just wasn't working with Adam. The distance was too much for me to handle, and I'm young still...these are supposed to be the best years of my life, and I don't want to spend them constantly counting down the next time I'll see my boyfriend who lives across the country. I want to have fun.
I shouldn't be so down, I'm more single than I've been in the past five years, I should enjoy it.
Wa-ay easier said than done though.
